Casual God/convenient Salvation

[forgivenson]

I went to prayer-night last night at my church and received more than I had anticipated...of which I am sure, I have not yet fully understood. My Pastor, urged us to pray into our loved ones lives, the Blood of Jesus. He said that he would also preach this Sunday on Jesus' Blood. I am very much ready to hear more.
But my point here.....was that I realized I really do not have any true understanding of the Blood of Jesus. Yes, I have somewhat of an intelectual understanding....but not really an 'experience' of this. I go to my church, enjoy the fellowship, worship together, shake hands, good sermons, great food and even some occassional pies......all the 'fun-stuff'. But, years past, when I have heard anyone speaking too much of Jesus' Blood....I have thought, "That is way to serious/heavy for me". I have tended to think of those people as fanatics. I go about my social day where I live, and the people I know would not care to hear about Jesus' Blood...it would be pretty offensive, even for some of the best of the 'good-people' that I know. It would certainly not be convenient.
Ok....so I am presenting this here...because I truely do want to learn. I would appreciate some feed-back, and prayers. I am also praying about this. I think I spend a lot of time pursuing a 'casual-god', a god that is convenient and fits into my idea of fun.....and I wonder why most often I cannot find God.
I am thankful, that at least I am at a beginning place....to see this lack in my life. I am thankful to see that I need to change. I right now pray The Blood of Jesus in my life, and for deep understanding and reverence of who my Saviour is. Thank You Lord.