To answer one of your questions, Timmy, I believe God's justice is a good thing.
Herein lies the age old question. Is God just or is he merciful? But why can't he be both? Justice demands a price for sin, but didn't Jesus Christ fulfill that price by going to Calvary and paying the price so that we shouldn't have to pay it ourselves? That's why I love God's justice, because He showed the ultimate mercy by dying for our sins.