You know I am almost right there with you. Let's make the last third of our lives more happy and fulfilled than the past 2/3. One way to do that is to allow God to change us and make us useful vessels of honor again. I am talking to myself bro since I come face to face with this marked birthday myself.
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Happy moments, PRAISE GOD.
Difficult moments, SEEK GOD.
Quiet moments, WORSHIP GOD.
Painful moments, TRUST GOD.
Every moment, THANK GOD.