JW,
Brother, You sound hopeless !!! You need to go to the Word of God, like Abraham did, when there was no hope, and get you some hope.(
Rom 4:18) Hope is the goal setter for faith to give substance to. After you get some hope, then these people who are praying for you will have something for their faith to give substance to. Until then, their prayers won't do you any good. (
Heb 11:6) There are thousands of promises in the Bible that you can find and stand on for the things you need, and even the things you desire.
Hope This Helps: Bro-Lar