Sis. Alvear .....
From the beginning I've pegged you as
conservative in lifestyle as far as outward "holiness" is concerned considering how we compare and weigh people and one another with what we perceive as the moderate position or middle ground in the whole conservative to liberal spectrum.
I fully know and understand the stand you take in regard to many of the things we apostolics quibble and quarrel about in regards to "holiness". However, I would label you as
very liberal when it comes to serving sacrificially and giving of yourself mega-generously in the kingdom of God.
God bless you richly Sis! I know that it hasn't been and can't be all sunshine. There are shadows in the sunshine. We all have them.
I pray God's richest and abundant blessing on you. You may not receive all that you deserve in this life, but just as well.

There is huge reward waiting for you in glory. Never lose sight of that although I know that reward wouldn't have a thing to do with why you do what you do and with the sacrifices you make in fulfilling God's call and will for your life.
You will have a great host of people who will be saying ....... "Thank you for giving to the Lord"! .... someday. I only hope they realize the gift and blessing they have in you in
THIS life.