[QUOTE=kclee4jc;1260334]...the day I call my dad and have an awkward 2 or 3 minute conversation and then say "well uhhhh....just wanted to wish ya a happy father's day.." I really dreaded this FD.
Something cool and unexpected happened tho. I went out to eat with my pastor and his family after church. Bro Ballinger is preaching revival and was with us. I saw these two fathers in action..loving their family. Spent a bit of time after lunch talking to Pastor and giving him a gift we had gotten him from the youth group. I realized that everything that has been missing all of my life in the natural...God has so graciously replaced by bringing me into His church. I thought all day about how I went most of my life not belonging anywhere...but that God brought me into His church. I wept Sunday afternoon when I thought about how God had used various men of God in my life (especially my pastor) to mold me and give me a sense of affirmation and belonging. I also wept when i thought about how I now have the same oppurtunity to do that for other young men in our church that come from broken homes and the possibility of the chance to raise a child in the future to walk in the ways of the Lord.
This scripture resonates in my spirit today.
Romans 8:15
For ye have not received the spirit of bondage again to fear; but ye have received the spirit of adoption, whereby we cry, Abba, Father.[/Q
So glad you're taking a bad situation and using it for an opportunity to do good, kc. Making good lemonade out of a lemon...Some young men will probably prosper because of you!