You are a man in "no man's land". You are stranded between the belief system of your youth and the support structures it has and the realization that there is much about it you do not believe is biblilcal.
You struggle to maintain a good attitude and spirit towards your religious heritage while at the same time repulsed by the aspects of it you find offensivie.
Because you have not found a new religious structure to plug into and become part of I fear that the struggle against bitterness becomes harder and harder. One of the results of being a man without a church home.
You need a new positive outlet for praise, worship, discipleship, committment,etc to keep you spiritually fed.
You are not Coop but you are "Coop Lite" at this point!
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