But, the Word of God is perfect...
The law of the LORD is perfect, restoring the soul; The testimony of the LORD is sure, making wise the simple. The precepts of the LORD are right, rejoicing the heart; The commandment of the LORD is pure, enlightening the eyes. The fear of the LORD is clean, enduring forever; The judgments of the LORD are true; they are righteous altogether. (
Psalms 19:7-9)
And as for my great difficulty, I just quit listening to everyone, read for what the Word says, and stopped all the foolishness. I just want God, and am doing what we are called to do.