Good-bye for NOW
No comments as to my self-imposed isolation is needed. I am removing myself for a time from AFF. It appears that I have two choices [be they vain/regardless]:
1) Stay fat and take my estrogen or
2) Get thin and be a witch because of mood instability.
I have been off my hormones for about a month and feel my moods getting irratic. It makes me sharp and intolerant. But I cannot stand my size and it affects my self-esteem and productivity. My insecurity shows when I am this size and everyone knows that heavier women have a tougher time in many areas.
So I choose to be thin and moody for the next 6 months. I won't thrust my choice upon you AFF'ers...so this rather vain woman is choosing peace.
Seems like now is the time for a make-over.
Until then...
Rhoni
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