emotional help

[Dbon]

Hi, I am new here, and would like to have prayer for and maybe even discuss some stuff.

I have had the Holy Ghost for 28 yrs. I am struggling with sin, with insecurity, with selfishness, and with pain of loosing a friend.

There is a lot more that I am not sure I want to share on here just yet. I feel like a complicated mess.

I feel alone, I have heard how to pray through all this and plea the blood, for many years...but the more I do the more I seem to fall further from God.

Love, anger, resentment, peace, I think... are all choices, and we are conditioned by our own choices to be habitual in our lifestyles that foster either anger, resentment, fear, or even love.

What do you think? anyone ever feel the same?

thanks for reading...