Psychiatry An Industry Of Death Full Length

[Aquila]

Originally Posted by Evang.Benincasa

No, then we all would be laughing, but you are letting it all hang out. Showing everyone that you only need to win. It is all about you, all about what you have done, what you will do, and how everyone needs to measure up to you. You have been there done that therefore EMDR is what the apostles would of used if Jesus only thought it up first.

It would be nice if you could stop dreamily chattering about me so much. Maybe we could actually stay on topic. Lol

[Aquila]

Originally Posted by Evang.Benincasa

We spend the afternoon together.

So, what's your excuse?

Eh, the elders lean sabbatarian. We gathered yesterday.

[Evang.Benincasa]

Originally Posted by Aquila

I find it amusing that he wants to dazzle me with his thug life Churchianity. Lol

Dude's a glass jaw, paper tiger. He gets all biligerant mocks you for being on the edge of suicide, mocks PTSD attacks, tells you your unsaved if you go to a counselor...but if you treat him the same way over peeing his pants, and he's all like crying in his toy box of insulting platitudes, sniveling, "Where's your Christianity?"

Dudes a fake.

Bro, you mocked a child being beaten. That's what you can't put together. It is like when you cheered when the Republicans got shot at the baseball game. Hey, you blew it. No, problem you probably always eat foot during your cubicle sailing adventures. But you know what, find Jesus, allow Him to take care of all of it. No one mocked suicide. My man, you aren't the suicidal type. You are way too theatrical and way too egotistical. Seriously, Chris, do you even lift?

[Evang.Benincasa]

Originally Posted by Aquila

Eh, the elders lean sabbatarian. We gathered yesterday.

I bet

[Evang.Benincasa]

Originally Posted by Aquila

It would be nice if you could stop dreamily chattering about me so much. Maybe we could actually stay on topic. Lol

Bro, no one would be talking about you if YOU didn't make yourself the TEST CASE.

Listen go back and only read your posts. Only yours.

Do that.

[Aquila]

Originally Posted by Evang.Benincasa

Bro, you mocked a child being beaten. That's what you can't put together. It is like when you cheered when the Republicans got shot at the baseball game. Hey, you blew it. No, problem you probably always eat foot during your cubicle sailing adventures. But you know what, find Jesus, allow Him to take care of all of it. No one mocked suicide. My man, you aren't the suicidal type. You are way too theatrical and way too egotistical. Seriously, Chris, do you even lift?

Here's what I'm talking about. Go back and read the thread. EB mocks PTSD sufferers for several pages, declares that PTSD is all in one's imagination, mocks and down plays flashbacks, personally attacks my faith because I went to a counselor, mocks the impact of extracting a dead child from an MVA.

Then he shares some make believe swan song about being an abused child, I treat it the same way he treated this issue, and me personally and it kick starts his monthly. Lol

He dishes it out, but he can't take it.

[Evang.Benincasa]

Originally Posted by Aquila

Here's what I'm talking about. Go back and read the thread. EB mocks PTSD sufferers for several pages, declares that PTSD is all in one's imagination, mocks and down plays flashbacks, personally attacks my faith because I went to a counselor, mocks the impact of extracting a dead child from an MVA.

Then he shares some make believe swan song about being an abused child, I treat it the same way he treated this issue, and me personally and it kick starts his monthly. Lol

He dishes it out, but he can't take it.

You know this is the same ballet you do with your opposition in the political section of this forum. You just can't handle who you are, Mocked flashbacks, anyone going back to read my posts will see my statements on the matter. When you first brought it up I said it was MEMORY in uppercase font. I also explained how it works. No mocking Mr Defender of Orphans and Widows. Just giving a plain answer to a hysterical man, who can't deal with being wrong. Especially when he wears his so called PTSD as a chiffon dress to the prom. Mocking the extraction of a dead child? You don't surprise me Chris that you are a flagrant liar, but I'm not a slitherer like you. I don't mock the death of children, I don't use children as a prop to cushion my argument. I just pointed out your low level cheap shot at a story of a child being burned by his step mother. That he was tortured by the pain of his hand being burned and her screaming while her alcohol breath filled his face. He lost all bodily function. No, Chris, I didn't mock the death of a child, I pointed out that you couldn't possibly have nightmares concerning said child, because...you don't care about another child. You see, that child is no longer me. That child is long gone, a shadow of all the other children I have dealt with since I was converted. People who are now adults who were that child, people who are now adults who are reading your words and shaking their heads at you. People who are now adults who had things happen to them which would horrify Satan and his fallen angels. I deal with these adults for years, pray with them, talk with them, baptize them, and see them be restored in Jesus name by the power of the Gospel.

No Chris, I didn't mock a dead child, I mock you, you mocked that dead child, when you attack a story of another dead child. Showing everyone that all you care about is winning a game called forum discussion.

But, please...proceed, continue to post away, because after all, you are the defender of orphans and widows.

[jediwill83]

Originally Posted by Aquila

I've been hard on EB. However, I do want to tell of how he's blessed me in the midst of his banter.

A question was asked and the power of God was mentioned. Last night, while praying add part of my evening devotions, I began to contemplate on the power of God that dwells in us, and that led me to question how it might be released. The Holy Spirit called a verse to mind,

Proverbs 18:21 NKJV
Death and life are in the power of the tongue, And those who love it will eat its fruit.

I'm going to set aside some time in the coming weeks to study and revisit the topic, fast and engage in some soaking prayer. Then, I'm going to unleash the power. First, on a situation involving an outstanding bill. Then I'm going examine the power in action. I'll give more details when I see what happens. If what I believe will happen, happens, I'm going to do the same and unleash that power to heal in my prayers on my condition. This discussion may have helped me find the missing element to my healing.

God never told us to pray for our healing, begging like needy paupers. Jesus said, "they shall lay hands on the sick and they shall recover". Peter said, “Silver and gold I do not have, but what I do have I give you: In the name of Jesus Christ of Nazareth, rise up and walk.” The healing wasn't pleaded for. The power to heal was released by a Holy Spirit filled command, or decree.

Maybe I'm not wording they way I'm getting it. But, I hope it makes some sense.

I agree 100%

[Aquila]

Originally Posted by Evang.Benincasa

Bro, no one would be talking about you if YOU didn't make yourself the TEST CASE.

Listen go back and only read your posts. Only yours.

Do that.

I'm only commenting on what I have experienced personally on the subject. Why does that bother you?

[Evang.Benincasa]

Originally Posted by Aquila

I'm only commenting on what I have experienced personally on the subject. Why does that bother you?

What is to bother, there is no bother. You make yourself a lighting rod in a discussion, then you become the point we discuss. It is that simple. You posted that you were going to set some time to study and revisit the topic, fast and pray? Sounds exactly what you need. I suggest you do it, and may the force be with you.