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Originally Posted by AmazingGrace
Thank yall...
ya know it gets very discouraging at times... Todays one of those days I just want to hide under a rock.. Not being there for Ted right now hurts so hard...
When my biological mother decided to look for me her father threatened her life.. yet Ted (he is not my biological dad but might as well be they have been married for 25 yrs and he is the only dad my siblings know) fought with her to find me.. he has been the grandfather to my kids they didnt have... he has been a dad that well... Its just not right... my time with them has been so short and now its getting shortened even more by this!!!! Its just not right and it hurts so bad... yea I am whining.. but guess what I am allowed!!! Im not invincible... I am human and feel totally alone right now... I watched my mother die a slow and painful death due to illness and now him....
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AG,
I'm sorry that you feel this time is short, but you can look back and say I had a father that cared for me! God is good!
I will pray for you, AG!!!! I'm sorry you are hurting!!!!