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Originally Posted by Daniel Alicea
Felicity ....No one has ever said it's an optional experience ... what is in question is it's presentation ....
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I heard it preached as salvational and non-salvational.
I was just hungry for all of God I could get and I wanted "the Holy Ghost" as we always called it. I never believed even sitting under a PAJC believing pastor and ministering in the UPCI for almost 25 years that it was necessary for regeneration or salvation.
I tried to believe it. I worked at it. I studied Scripture and listened to the most skillful with the Word present that doctrinal view but never could I get it to mesh with scripture or experience.
I'm still looking for someone to convince me. I have an open mind and heart. And why not? There would be no sense in closing my mind to this if it is truth. I simply cannot see where it is and it has nothing to do with stubborn proud refusal to believe or accept that it is truth..
I've sat in meeting after meeting through the years.....church, campmeetings, conferences, teaching seminars, read books, read and pored over and through Scripture, sat and talked to others who hold that view and sought God but never has my mind or heart been satisfied with the teaching that every man and woman who has never spoken in tongues i.e. received a Spirit baptism will spend eternity in hell in spite of their love for God, and their faith in Him and living for Him to the best of their ability and their natures and hearts having been regenerated and changed through the power and Spirit of Almighty God.
I'm still open.