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Originally Posted by Godsdrummer
I just have one question have you allowed the dreams to help you change directions in your life or are you still in the same rut?
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In that I started this thread, I will take that question as though directed to me.
I began a multi-decade search, spending 15 years or so just looking at foundations (as I type this, it still sounds so outrageous to me), and I believe that it took me so long because I was so very
THICK! My brain was stuffed full of things I believed, things I was taught, and conclusions based on the teaching and believing.
If God says to you, "You are way off the path, get back on the right path." and then places the burden on you to make efforts to get it right, there was (at least for me) an overwhelming feeling of the job being nearly impossible to accomplish.
Jer 6:16 Thus saith the LORD, Stand ye in the ways, and see, and ask for the old paths, where is the good way, and walk therein, and ye shall find rest for your souls. But they said, We will not walk therein.
Psa 11:3 If the foundations be destroyed, what can the righteous do?
Luk 6:48 He is like a man which built an house, and digged deep, and laid the foundation on a rock: and when the flood arose, the stream beat vehemently upon that house, and could not shake it: for it was founded upon a rock.
Like a man standing in a desert with sand dunes piled everywhere, and the wind has erased your own footprints made just a few minutes before, the task of finding the foundation and building on the foundation was impossible, but it was also impossible to just keep throwing more construction into a building that could not be fixed and must be torn down because it was not properly founded.
If one would "dig deep", certainly it would help to know where to dig. I realised in a brand new way that Jesus was talking to ME when He said to search the scriptures.
Joh 5:39 Search the scriptures; for in them ye think ye have eternal life: and they are they which testify of me.
I still search every day. I take this as a serious life long project. I will always search the scriptures.
The trouble with digging is what you find, and what it means, and what do you do now?
Dan 9:2 In the first year of his reign I Daniel understood by books the number of the years, whereof the word of the LORD came to Jeremiah the prophet, that he would accomplish seventy years in the desolations of Jerusalem.
Dan 9:3 And I set my face unto the Lord God, to seek by prayer and supplications, with fasting, and sackcloth, and ashes:
Dan 9:4 And I prayed unto the LORD my God, and made my confession, and said, O Lord, the great and dreadful God, keeping the covenant and mercy to them that love him, and to them that keep his commandments;
Dan 9:5 We have sinned, and have committed iniquity, and have done wickedly, and have rebelled, even by departing from thy precepts and from thy judgments:
Dan 9:6 Neither have we hearkened unto thy servants the prophets, which spake in thy name to our kings, our princes, and our fathers, and to all the people of the land.
1Sa 3:1 And the child Samuel ministered unto the LORD before Eli. And the word of the LORD was precious in those days; there was no open vision.
1Sa 3:2 And it came to pass at that time, when Eli was laid down in his place, and his eyes began to wax dim, that he could not see;
1Sa 3:3 And ere the lamp of God went out in the temple of the LORD, where the ark of God was, and Samuel was laid down to sleep;
1Sa 3:4 That the LORD called Samuel: and he answered, Here am I.
We live in a day when the TRUE word of the Lord is precious, and there is very little open vision. Eli is a shadow of a fat ministry that doesn't realise that they are going blind because the process is a slow "waxing".
Mat 24:12 And because iniquity shall abound, the love of many shall wax cold.
They will know we are Christians by our condemning them to hell because they didn't obey
Acts 2:38, opps, I mean by the love we have one for another.
In the day Jesus came...
Luk 7:30 But the Pharisees and lawyers rejected the counsel of God against themselves, being not baptized of him. (John)
However consider the next verses...
Luk 7:31 And the Lord said, Whereunto then shall I liken the men of this generation? and to what are they like?
Luk 7:32 They are like unto children sitting in the marketplace, and calling one to another, and saying, We have piped unto you, and ye have not danced; we have mourned to you, and ye have not wept.
Jesus is saying, "I can't get a response out of you!!! Nothing that I do will get you to respond!!!"
I was the fat, going-blind minister, I am the one that needs to dig deep and found the building of the house on the rock, and I want to hear Him when He calls my name.
Jesus has completely wrecked my plans, dismissed my good ideas, and called me to follow him. I am so thankful now for that which I hated as I was going through it.
This walk begins with each of us bending the knee and bowing the head, and when we stop doing that, we cease moving forward, until we once again obey Him by bending the knee and bowing the head.