You know when you look down railroad tracks and they seem to come together far in the distance, so you start going down the tracks hoping to come to that point of intersection, and farther and farther you go but that point is always far, far away. Than you realize that you're chasing an illusion, but you keep on going anyway, even though every rational part of you says no, but your heart believes that somehow two parallel lines
can somehow meet. So you keep on chasing the illusion, meanwhile your two sisters, your friends, people at work, people in church urge you to get off the track, but their words fall on deaf ears. So on and on you go down the tracks, chasing an illusion and hoping that a train doesn't come and run you over.
Anyway, that's like the situation that I'm in now with this particular woman. I met her back in 06 and we became friends, but in 08 my feelings for her became more than just friendship, even though I knew that she didn't feel the same.
Like around 6 weeks ago i professed my love for her and since than she's been distant and is avoiding seeing me. all we do is text each other.
The goofy thing is I never thought i would be the one driving the train that would run me over, the goofier thing is that I think that I'm going to keep on going heading down the same track, chasing the illusion.
Pretty cool, huh?