Heh heh heh. We had chickens for a few years. They all had different personalities too, so I know what you mean by not being able to kill them for meat. We had a few chickens that really got on our nerves. The roosters grew up and would "challenge" us. One rooster in particular bumped against my legs and followed me to the front of the house. My husband told me it was "challenging" me to a fight.
So...I took my leg and kicked it as hard as I could. I knew *I* was the one who was in trouble when the rooster did not even budge a fraction of an inch with my kick. I thought to myself "it was survival time". I did not want to get spurred to death. So I looked around and saw a cut off 2X4 and I ran and picked it up and waved it at that rooster. It finally ran off screaming. That is the first time I was ever scared of any animal.
So...we thought we'd try to cull a few of the most annoying chickens and put them in our freezer. Even hubby, who grew up on a farm didn't have the guts to chop their heads off. So...we went to the local flea market and sold them there.
But I surely enjoyed fresh yard eggs everyday. Been thinking about getting another new crop of chickens just for the yard eggs.
I am mainly interested in veggie gardens though. I would love to plant our 8 acres in blueberries, peach, pecan, apple trees and grapevines but I don't have the energy or muscle strength to maintain it.