Apology...

[Barb]

I need and would like to apologize to the board as a whole for my conduct that last few days.

It was not the 'Feminism' thread at fault...that just heightened the issue.

Carp asked me the other day if I had a raw nerve exposed and I guess I did. The cause for my attitude is something I am going to have to work out and sharing it here will not make it better, but I sincerely ask for your prayers.

So, to all whom I have offended and to those who have been surprised at my conduct...for my aburptness and unkind remarks, for my open questioning of admin, for my anger and general bad attitude, I apologize.

To admin...thank you for not banning me last night...I can assure you, my shame is punishment enough.

In sincere Christian love,

Barb

[rgcraig]

Banning Barb??????

Would that kind of be like "when hell freezes over"?

Barb - all is fine!

[Newman]

Originally Posted by rgcraig

Banning Barb??????

Would that kind of be like "when hell freezes over"?

Barb - all is fine!

Ain't that the truth! Barb is fine. Loyalty is commendable.

[freeatlast]

Barb for President !!!!

[CC1]

Barb,

We love ya! We all have bad days and sometimes bad weeks.

[Emma Bontrager]

Originally Posted by CC1

Barb,

We love ya! We all have bad days and sometimes bad weeks.

I don't. ILG does though. That's because she isn't as holy as I am.

[Pressing-On]

God Bless you Barb. I apologize for my offenses to you.

[HeavenlyOne]

I apologize to you also, Barb. Forgive me.

[Carpenter]

If folks around here can forgive me...then forgiving you is like inhaling oxygen!

[Barb]

Originally Posted by rgcraig

Banning Barb??????

Would that kind of be like "when hell freezes over"?

Barb - all is fine!

I was going to post one thank you for all, but decided to take each post and speak from my heart, if I may...

Renda, you are kind for saying the above, but I was deserving of banning, if not a beating for quite some time. I have been short tempered and irritable, and have taken it out on everyone.

So, thank you for accepting my apology...

A good friend has been advising me to get some needed rest (haven't been sleeping well for weeks) and to take care of me. I spend a lot of time seeing about people I care about and often neglect what is needed for my own spiritual upkeep.

Paul talked about the tragedy of winning souls and being all that others needed, yet ending up yourself a castaway.

Well, I am not a castaway by any means, but it is true that I have neglected the main thing.

So, for a time I'm going to do just that...see after Barb and finding that main thing again. It shouldn't be a hard find...I know right where I left it.