Re: Leaving The Fold - anyone hear of this?
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Originally Posted by My Own Eyes
I think this past year my hurt and my anger blinded me to many things. So not only has my view of God changed, but I am more clearly "remembering" things in my past. And I think I am a little more able to see what was God, and what was simply flawed humans trying to speak for God.
It's really hard, because It's like God and I got off on the wrong foot at the very beginning. My concept of him was so skewed and twisted, well really, it's no wonder that my faith was shaky.
Looking back, the beginning of it all was New Years day, 2007, when I sat on my bed crying and said "God, either you every bad thing that I think you are, in which case I want nothing more to do with you or I have no clue who you really are." And then I proceeded to throw out everything I had ever thought or believed, retaining only a belief that God existed.
Even though it worked for me, I don't know that I would recommend that method, LOL
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Yeah, I don't particularly recommend this method. It took a whole lot of years for me. And I threw out everything all the way to, and including, a belief that God existed.
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God did it for us. Out of sheer generosity he put us in right standing with himself. A pure gift. He got us out of the mess we're in and restored us to where he always wanted us to be. And he did it by means of Jesus Christ. ~Romans 3:24 from The Message
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