Re: Why am I labeled backslid and unusable by God
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Originally Posted by Jeffrey
Good advice.
I love how we all want to tell people the fix though, instead of relating to their pain. I've been through this. I WAS a primary leader. I "knew." But I didn't really. I didn't realize how ugly the whole ordeal could be. I got plenty of crotch kicks by people like Ferd. Insensitive, skeptical remarks. For some reason, I had to have a full jury to explain my situation. It was ALL MY FAULT. I was given good advice on how to go forward, and I had to be reminded from time to time, because the pain of the situation was sometimes overwhelming. God had to remind me I wasn't alone. Everyone was so defensive for this church. Even those who were trying to help, there was always some slant and inquisition about things.
I just find it outrageous to start off a response to this brother with "You are silly. I don't believe you. Man up."
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Yeah...Ferd isn't known for his sensitivity. You should read what he posted when I announced we had a litter of puppies born (of an abandoned stray) on our property!
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