I don't mean to lead anyone astray, but if you are firm in your faith and are interested in Kabbalah to expand your horizons, there is a free online Kabbalah course. Classes started september 7th but if you register now, you can download the first four lectures and all subsequent lectures in video or mp3. Student textbook is also free. I've only watched the intro course, kind of new agey, but interesting.
Only 1 day left to register. Sorry for the late notice, but I just found out yesterday. Let me know if you join. I would like to discuss. there is also a forum to ask instructors questions. If you are not interested in the class there is a free video course also available on the website.
http://www.kabbalah.info/