For 20 years, I went to countless churches beyond my control and didn't know God like I know him now. For about 3 or 4 years, though, before I started searching for Him myself, I prayed and talked to Him, believing He heard me and was with me.
In June 2000, got serious and was baptized and filled with the Spirit. For the last 11 years, I've said, seen, and heard things I would take back in a heartbeat, while there are others I could say, see, and hear again and again.
Have I failed God? Sure. But, He's never forsaken me...His grace is far more reaching than I deserve. I've been blessed (and even hated) for the decision I made 11 years ago. Would I do it all over again? Yes, I would...with the same people, too, though some decisions would have been made slightly different for the sake of better outcomes.
Nevertheless, God is good all the time...
I'm 31, and I approve this message...