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[Rico]

Originally Posted by Hot Coffee Ms.

Rico, I am just messing with you. There is no other person in this world that would love to see you get your life in order ( every phase ) than I would. It seems like your life is just so hard, and it seems a lot is of your own making. I'm sorry to see that, and the struggle you go through, but until you give it all over to God, and there will have to be some submission on your part, you will continue to struggle. You seem to be in a no win situation here. And "oh yes" I am not going to spend un-nescerry hours searching out everything you have posted over a long period of time. That was just foolishness too.
Blessings,

Sister, I never thought for one second that you were serious. At least not about that part! I know you fall in the standard keeper category and, honestly, I don't have the first problem with that. What gets under my skin is when people think they can force their brand of Christianity on others. It brings out my fighting side because I have lived under that sort of ministry before and it made me miserable.

Things are fine in my life and I am right where God wants me to be right now. I still don't know why God lead us here, but I know His ways are above our ways and He is under no obligation to give me any explanations for the things He does. Yeah, I hate it here. I hate living in government housing. I hate being stuck on food stamps. I hate not having a good place to go fishing. But some good is coming out of this. I am in college now. My kids absolutely love the schools they go to. My oldest daughter sent me an email the other day, saying how excited she is about going into middle school this coming school year. (I gave her one of our old computers) My son is popular at school too. The kids love being able to go to the pool we get free passes to because we live here. Really, other than hating having to live in government housing, the food stamp situation, and not having a church we feel is where God would have us attend, things are just fine. In three years time I will have my Bachelors degree and can find a decent job and we wil be able to move.