[QueenEsther]

Originally Posted by Falla39

Good Morning,

Little Sister Queen Esther is on my mind and in my prayers this

morning. it has been over 30 yrs. since giving birth to my last

child but I still have empathy for the young mothers who are in

that stage of their lives today. Our three daughters have gone

through this stage and two have "finished" this time of their lives.

The other I am not sure. This is one thing that mothers share in

commom. Motherhood. That is one thing our menfolks cannot relate

to as far as having "been there, done that". Could it be that Adam

watched the animals giving birth and said, "God, I could never do

that"! Could God have said, "Okay, Adam, if you can't I will make

someone who can"!! "But Woe...man!! You will have to

take care of this woe-man, and if she cries, and goes through the

pain, Adam, you just remember that you couldn't do it. She can be-

cause I put something special in her that she will do anything to bear

someone who looks like you! I put something in her that is called Love!

Love not only for you but for your child! If this were not true, would she

go through it again and again. Rachel didn't see it at first but after she

saw her husband, child after child, loving and appreciating Leah more and

more, she caught on.

Well, I had no intention of saying all that but...! I was thinking of little

Queen Esther and knowing she is in the final stages before giving birth,

who knows, she may have by now, the way she was hurting yesterday.

Little Sister, I am praying for you! God WILL see you through, in Jesus

Name!!!

Blessings,

Falla39

Well, I am still here for now. Thanks for taking the time to write this, it was wonderful!!!! It is so true also, it is amazing how you can love someone so much from the moment you see them, actually from the moment you feel them in you!! And even though the pain is so great you would do it again for a chance to have another little one to love. RIght after I had my first I thought how in the world can I do that again??? I was in soooo much pain!! But before you know it all you can think of is how you love that little one so much and you know you would do it over and over again. As of right now I am saying NO MORE!! LOL!! But I think my husband knows that I have always wanted 3 and he wants a son so he is telling people it won't be our last. I have not made a final decision on my end, I told him we will just wait and see where we are and what we are doing in the next few years and then make the decision then. I have always loved little ones and have always said I wanted 3 - I think because I came from a family of 3 children. But it is hard on a person especially when you must work full-time.

Anyways,...I don't mean to ramble. Once I left work yesterday my pains went away and I have not had them since.