[jediwill83]

Hey yall. Got a job with FedEx yesterday. Im relieved but behind on rent a couple months so still on the eviction chopping block...its a lot thats happened and we have tried the best we can but this is finally something that's came through. We are still dealing with a lot of anxiety due to everything coming down to the wire. We had managed to stay afloat juggling bills, doing gigs and working things from home that a previous room mate had been sending our way. Hes no longer with us which threw us for a loop in just how everything went down but this job is a good recovery along with Katherine getting a bunch of orders for crochet hats.


I have several things that I need to catch up on...and I can do it with this job...the only thing is its gonna be a steep conditioning curve due my weight.


I think I can push through it but I need some more comfortable shoes which Ill have in a couple of days.


Can yall please help me and pray that Gods hand will be upon me with this job transition...that Ill be able ro remain clear headed and be able to absorb the new information and processes quickly and also that my body will get into gear and Ill be able to hold up physically?


Im just really nervous folks and need a touch from the Lord body and mind.


Its been really difficult finding work and Im preparing for the chance that eviction may happen at the last of the year and I'm trying to make contingency plans on what we will do if that happens.


Throughout all of this craziness our needs have been met time after time...but its been like being in the passenger seat and someone is driving like a maniac with no thought for how much they are freaking out the passenger...thats just what it feels like. Like you're making it to the destination and you havent wrecked yet but there have been some close calls and you just have to resign yourself to,"Whatever happens, happens."


Not really the most emotionally healthy place.


Again, just need your prayers.