well, by testing God, of course; i stepped off of the cliff, and God caught me. I was doing my best to disprove God, but just could not make Scripture of no effect. I know that explanation is rather nebulous, and i apologize, but explaining the mechanics of it would hardly suffice any better. I guess i can try, though; briefly, i was a successful insurance agent, like $1500 a week for 30 hours work, and came to see how insurance insulates people from God, and so i quit and started volunteering full time. So then i lost everything, of course--all of the "essential" things that...insulate one from God
