I do not know if you wrote this with someone in mind or not but.......

This pertains to a nagging question I have been "Nagging" God about lately.
I argue and I reason...I say"But God, what if they reject me? What if I fail?*

It has become pressing, pressing..like a weight or a wave. "I can not do this thing. Who am I fooling? I am too old I will only be rejected then disapointed."

It has become a consuming thing. I feel God saying "It is my will for you. If I am for you who can be against you?" ThenI think, but God if I get rejected then I will be embarresed and people will know.

It is a dream and a goal. Maybe it is a dream, maybe not.