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Originally Posted by jediwill83 (Post 1464025)

I lost everything...Wife...Child...Job and certification...Home and could be facing jail time. To say that I need prayer is a massive understatement. I'm about as low as you can go and it's completely my fault. I'm literally trying to live life minute by minute and I'm so close to giving up. I'm just reaching out because I'm desparate and need help.My life is figurative and almost literally over. If God is indeed merciful and kind in spite of our faults now would be a good time for him to show up.

Father, please show up for the sake of this brother. In the precious name of Jesus we ask.

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Originally Posted by Originalist (Post 1464130)

Father, please show up for the sake of this brother. In the precious name of Jesus we ask.

If this Brother has the HG then isn't the Father with him?

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What happened, bro? I know things have been rough but this is quite a turn for the worse.

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I'm suffering the consequences of my actions. Nuff said.

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I assume you are still able to brush your teeth, clothe yourself, bathe yourself, and feed yourself?

If the answer is yes, your life is not over.

I thought about what to say and that's what came out.

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Originally Posted by Rudy (Post 1464445)

On most days I manage. Lol

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Originally Posted by jediwill83 (Post 1464486)

On most days I manage. Lol

please keep posting from time to time. We'll keep praying

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Did you lose the Lord? Did He lose you?

It may be that this will speak to you:

https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=P7XVS1VIzHc

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Continuing to pray for you Jedi. No mistake is too great that the Lord cannot use it to refine, purge and change you for the better.

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I've been going to church the last few services for the first time in about 4 years. I'm going somewhere where nobody knows me or my situation. I did it like that in a way to fleece God and to know what I was hearing wasn't me or because somebody had prior information. Let's just say God is good. Every song and sermon was straight to me. It wasn't condemning...I was so hungry for it fighting back tears trying to keep it together as he preached. Not out of pride or embarrassment but because I was so hungry for the word that was being preached and spoke into my spirit that I didn't want it to stop and I knew that if the big hairy bearded tattooed visitor in the back looked like he was on the verge...Well it'd be alter call time.

Something is happening...The enemy is fighting tooth and nail when it comes to the issue of my wife and I reconsiling but I KNOW God is able. Yesterday I was impressed to go on a fast...I'm not saying for how long and I'm not trying to get attaboys or to sound spiritual....cause I'm not...Im just carnal frail humanity with a great big God that loves me with a boundless love and whose mercies are new every morning...My wife's name is Katherine and my daughter's name is Abigail...More than you pray for me...In fact don't even worry about me at this point...I appreciate all the prayers but I'm more concerned with my wife and child at this point. If you ever have shared a burden with someone and bombarded the gates of hell....Do it for them.

My wife has had the HolyGhost before and has been baptized in Jesus name but she's about as far as you can get on the other side of the spectrum now.

God can do it. His spirit can deal with her and speak to her. Please help me pray.